NO ILLUSIONS

The Last Good Age

It’s been a long time coming  

To the endpoint of our design  

To return to a state of nothing  

In a blink of cosmic time  

Welcome to The Last Good Age  

Cry out  

Let it roar, let it go  

In the twilight

Of the ways we’ve known  

I’ll live for love and freedom  

I’ll strive for peace in our time  

But as The Last Man reigns  

We’ll have nothing of the kind  

Welcome to The Last Good Age

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Bear Witness

Stamping down on the face of humanity

The boot arrives—as prophesied—to squash your rights with impunity  

First they bring you the Trojan horse, those fancy things you can't refuse

Too infatuated with yourself to realize you've been subdued

Where is your rage?  

Do you put your trust in those who can take...

Take your rights away?  

Tanks invade city streets   

Rubber bullets, tear gas unleashed  

Upon unarmed crowds  

Witness the boot come stamping down

A sobering dose of reality  

For those behind the veil of luxury  

You now will hear how the unheard speak  

And your sheltered eyes will be forced to see  

Don't lose your rage  

Our lives are cheap to those who can take  

Take our rights away  

The boot arrives as prophesied  

To squash your rights with impunity

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Automatons

They come marching in

Barely recognizable as human  

With all weapons drawn  

Acting on beliefs and orders  

Like automatons  

They represent a condition of man  

So frail in the world  

That he submits to a greater force  

To be absolved and relieved of his thoughts  

He functions under illusions  

That he maintains order and peace  

Serving the madness of bad men  

Right to your face  

Taught to see you as vermin  

A constant threat of lower form  

Itching to pull the trigger  

Right in your face  

No rights in times of martial law  

Lost in fog of war  

Through suppression of the press  

He'll "Serve and protect"  

Whose conscience does he serve  

When he aims his gun at your face?  

Lower or higher—a choice we're all free to make  

Lower or higher—subjugate or educate?  

They come marching in....  

They represent a condition of man  

So frail in the world  

That he submits to a greater force  

To be absolved and relieved...  

…So the war rages on

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You Will Be Forgiven

Relieve your soul of its burdens  

And lay your weary head to rest  

Take comfort in your delusions  

You will be forgiven  

For your willful complicity  

In our culture's routine crimes  

For all the holy hate you spew  

You will be forgiven  

Repent  

Accept  

If there's one world that is true  

It's this one that you abuse  

But you know not what you do

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God’s Promises

Despair in the land of Abraham

Where God's promises remain unfulfilled  

And "kill or be killed" is the law of the land

"Thou shalt not kill" forgotten by zealous men  

He commanded  

And you followed  

Prepared to cut  

Your own son's throat  

As numerous as the stars in the sky  

The bodies piled in His name  

As your descendants struggle for life  

Over territorial claims  

Surely a God who can part the seas  

Can bring you just a bit of peace  

He promised the cities of your enemies  

But all you get is unrest...   

Because you serve and obey

Despair in the land of Abraham  

Where God's promises remain unfulfilled

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Fragile Thing

 The human mind is a fragile thing  

A tangled mess of instinct and doctrine  

Haunted by the truth of insignificance  

I know you need to be loved, and I know you just want to belong

I hope we all find peace before we die  

Because love is scarce in this world  

With life overflowing, expendable  

Pledge allegiance to the tribe  

Climb the ranks and pray

That you don't get eaten alive  

The web you weave is a fragile thing  

A clusterfuck of ego and symbols  

Threatened by the things you don't understand  

I know you are quick to hate ‘cause I know you just want to belong  

Few things give us meaning like enemies  

Likewise, peace is scarce in this world  

With life overflowing, disposable  

No room at the table for us all  

Climb the ranks with pride but don't kid yourself

We're pack animals

Though I’m judging you, do what you have to do  

I'll do the same  

We crave meaning in a cruel universe  

Sanity's a fragile thing  

When the walls close in we won't be of kin  

Morals cannot tame the will to survive or be recognized  

Civility's a fragile thing  

Though I’m judging you, do what you have to do  

We crave meaning in a cruel universe  

When the walls close in we won't be of kin  

We'll plunge into chaos—competition!  

Our illusions are fragile things

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Providence

Can you explain your suffering  

By other means than Providence?  

Don't question His wisdom,  

But what about His cruel indifference  

To the faithful—those who serve and obey?  

To the children—those who didn't do anything?

Fortune, misfortune  

No reason, no rhyme  

You can have it all like Job  

But like Job, you can lose it in time  

Why must you suffer  

As the wicked prosper?  

And must you listen to Him condescend  

To you from a fucking whirlwind?  

Toil in the realm  

Of His holy care  

He'll give and he'll take  

Exalt or forsake  

For reasons He won't explain  

You'll never know  

The reason for your pain  

Or the meaning of the rain  

Oh, what mysterious ways  

Is He  worthy of your  praise?  

"A vast silence reigned over the land. The land itself was a desolation, lifeless, without movement, so lone and cold that the spirit of it was not even that of sadness. There was a hint in it of laughter, but of a laughter more terrible than any sadness...It was the masterful and incommunicable wisdom of eternity laughing at the futility of life and the effort of life." (Jack London)

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I Repent

You were a mistake  

I'm sorry, I don't mean to berate  

I made you to adore  

But you're a monster and I can't love you anymore  

I was lonely and desperate  

A little too human for my own good

I just wanted a friend  

But you're a demon and now I  repent  

You ruin all that you touch  

I gave you the world, but it wasn't enough  

I curse the day you were born  

What the fuck was I thinking?  

You ruin all that you touch  

I gave you free will, but it was too much  

Now look what you've done  

You are my greatest mistake  

You were meant to be  

The paragon, the missing piece,  

My dearest company,  

Made in my image, and yet you disgust me  

You ruin all that you find  

I gave you my love, but you weren't satisfied  

Always desperate for more  

What the fuck was I thinking?

You ruin all that you find  

That is the nature of human kind  

So I blame myself  

You are my greatest mistake  

You—you are a virus  

A fucking cancer, a true disaster  

And I'm your maker  

I—I am not perfect  

Not omnipresent, not omnipotent  

You are the evidence  

And I repent  

I regret the day you were born

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